Wow that was so different to the light and fun books I am used to from Eli Easton, but no less amazing or mind blowing. The only word I can describe for how it left me feeling was moved. I cried like a baby, it was utterly heart wrenching. I felt captivated from the beginning and like I was there is some moments which was terrifying. I come from a country with great gun control so on a personal level I guess I take for granted the safety this offers our communities. My heart breaks for those who have been touched by gun violence, whether through loss of a loved one or as a surviour. Thank you for sharing this story Eli Easton. Now for those used to Eli's book this doesn't have a lot of sex content, it is heavy and jumps forward quite alot in scene setting. But I feel like this was absolutely necessary for this book to be told in the way it was. It was more about the journey of the two MCs and I was totally okay with that. Please everyone read this.