What a heart wrenching story!!! This book captured me with the first page and never let go to the last page! This story is full of enigmas and secrets and is told with lots of flashbacks which is holding up the tension on a high level because only small puzzle pieces are revealed one at a time! Sara Jane loves Alexander with all her heart and soul not knowing what she is in for with him and also not knowing if she can handle all his secrets. Alexander loves her although knowing he should keep his distance to protect her from his dark secrets and nor to destroy her heart and soul. Their situation is so twisted, their lives so complicated that you are hurting for them while reading their story! This is one of the most emotional books I have read so far and I am sure I won’t forget it for a very long time and not only because this book ends with the worst cliff hanger ever!