I didn't understand it first but then after reading the second chapter i got what it was like . well there is an Jamaican saying that the stone that the builder refused headed been the head corner stone. and this is the same case with Jamie he was mocked by Mr jaguar in high school. he was called Lovelace but he almost left high school, because of being gay bashed. now the tables are turn he now have to be helping Mr Jaguar on his feet who was struggling with homosexual feeling who became an outcast in his community and ending working in the dry desert at a gas station where he lost his pride by jerking off is cock for Jamie in the gas station for some cash. they both left from the gas station where their bond became strong for each other very step of the way and after.