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Losing Me Finding You by [Ward, Natalie]
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Length: 348 pages Word Wise: Enabled Enhanced Typesetting: Enabled
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The 29th of February, the day I was born.

When I wake up on this day, I’m in a different city, with a different life and no memory of the lives I had before this one. Today is the tenth time this has happened to me. The tenth time I’ve had to figure out where the hell I am. The tenth time I’ve had to try and work out who the hell I am. This is the tenth alteration of the person I am. Each of us has had different lives, different backgrounds and different families. But there’s always been one constant.


He’s the reason I keep doing this. He’s the reason I spend four years searching. If I’m lucky, I’ll get the trigger and find him quickly and we can spend those four years together before I disappear again. If I’m not, we might get a year, a month or even just a day. Once we got nothing, but that was a choice.

And every time it happens, he patiently waits for me. He says that every time I come back to him, it’s like falling in love with me all over again. I say that every time I come back, I fall even more in love with him than before.

It scares me that one day I won't be able to find him at all, because when that day comes, I'm not sure I'll want to keep going. He is my strength, my protector, my one and only constant.

I love him.
He loves me.
But every four years, I lose myself.
And every four years, I have to find him.
This is our story.

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  • Format: Kindle Edition
  • File Size: 2651 KB
  • Print Length: 348 pages
  • Publisher: Natalie Ward (11 August 2014)
  • Sold by: Amazon Australia Services, Inc.
  • Language: English
  • Text-to-Speech: Enabled
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  • Word Wise: Enabled
  • Screen Reader: Supported
  • Enhanced Typesetting: Enabled
  • Average Customer Review: 4.3 out of 5 stars 3 customer reviews
  • Amazon Bestsellers Rank: #182,687 Paid in Kindle Store (See Top 100 Paid in Kindle Store)
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Despite all the negativity - unrealistic, character development etc I thoroughly enjoyed this. Yes sometimes reading is an escape not always for the knowledge it imparts. So if you take this on board this book will take you on a ride over time & the continual disappearance of Eva every leap year. I mean do you bag H G Wells for time travel? Something that became a classic! What about paranormal stories which are all the rage?

I loved Eva & Bens story I hope you do too !
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What a wonderful job Natalie Ward did telling this sweet love story.

This book will remain on my "re-read" list.
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By rachelle cooke TOP 1000 REVIEWER on 18 April 2015
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Totally unrealistic but nice read.
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5.0 out of 5 stars Many things that I love about thus book 20 September 2015
By Justirishgirl - Published on
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Atypical storyline. Interesting story that read in one sitting. At no time was I bored. Likable hero and heroine. Satisfactory ending. Needless to say that I liked this book. Actually I love it.

For me no matter how good a story is if I do not like the hero then i cannot love the book. It is just the way I am. Here that was not an issue because I loved Ben. Loving, faithful, protective, passionate and romantic he was the ideal hero. He was also Evie's rock. She could always count on him and he helped keep her sane. Evie was likable too and I had no complaints about her. She accepted what happened to her and tried to make the best of a difficult situation. Ben was her everything and she loved him as deeply as he loved her.

I read around two hundred romance books a year and have for years. I can count on one hand the number of books where the hero and heroine are close friend as children, their relationship develops into romantic love when they are older, give each other the gift of their virginity and both never have sex with anyone else. Here they gave their virginity to each other as teenagers and kept true to each other. I know that it is very uncommon in real life but I do not care. This is romance land and not reality and it was one if many things that I loved about this book.

Everything cannot be perfect in a story for it to keep my interest and most readers probably feel the same way. The hero and heroine must face adversity or have a conflict that is resolved. Here they did which included facing separations that were beyond their control. I am not overly emotional but found myself tearing up on several occasions and feeling frustrated and worried right alone with them. In fact I was concerned that I would not like the ending. I want a HEA ending or at least a HFN one and could see this story ending in a way I would not like. While I would have preferred a different ending, I was ok with it.
3.0 out of 5 stars Three and a Half Stars 9 September 2014
By TiffanyReadz - Published on
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Three and a Half Stars

What a story to tell!! This is a difficult story line to make work, however Natalie Ward did. Unfortunately it just didn't work for me. I really wanted to connect with the book, but when the kids reached early teens, I thought the solution was pretty obvious and it took them much, much longer to realize it.

Evie does exactly like the blurb says, she disappears every four years. She is just gone. New house, new family new life. She takes a few minutes to gather her wits and then goes on with living. She doesn't remember anything from the past right away, until she hears his name. Ben Foster.

Ben is the only constant in Evie's crazy life. It may take a day, month or a year, but somehow his girl comes back to him. Ben has protected Evie since she was four years old and isn't stopping now.

I would call this an epic love story as is spans years and years of life for Evie and Ben. They grow up dealing the best that they can with her odd situation. Each time it gets more difficult to find him, but somehow she does. This is where the solution I mentioned above would have come in handy. However we were waiting years for them to figure it out which made the book drag a bit for me.

Evie and Ben live and love then get ripped apart, never knowing when they will reconnect. I liked that Ben was man enough to wait for Evie every single time. Sure there were some rough patches, but they still made it back to each other. That's what kept me reading, wanting to see how this was going to turn out for the doomed couple. With the way they were going I wanted to see if they were going to try and get married and have kids. If so, how it was going to work in this crazy situation.

It is very well written and such a different love story, I'm glad to have read it.
5.0 out of 5 stars Love it! 27 August 2014
By Sara G. - Published on
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This is a story that I find myself at a loss for the right words to explain how I loved it. This love story is epic and magical.

Every four years on leap year Evie wakes up in a new life, a new setting, and a new family. She awakes with an emptiness that grows with each new life, because her heart knows that something is missing. Someone has owned her heart since she was four, and she owns his heart too. With each new life she loses her love and must find him. Ben Foster has loved her since he was five, and he always waits for her to find him.

Evie and Ben's love was so consuming and beautiful, yet so tragic as they are torn apart over and over again. But it does have a happy ending, so don't let me discourage you by bringing up the word tragic. Because I also said is was magical, and it really really is. I love this book! Go read it.
3.0 out of 5 stars Short but Enjoyable read 29 August 2014
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Evie switches lives every leap year on her birthday. She never knows it happened until she meets her one constant, Ben, again. Sometimes she gets him for years, sometimes just minutes, but when she finds him, it is electric. This is a very fast read, just two hours for me. It was a very compelling storyline with a lot of suspense and emotion. The "F" word is a frequent fallback in the character dialogue, and there are some pretty intense sex scenes, so it is not recommended for a young reader. I enjoyed the book, but the dialogue was repetitive. I still had questions, and I found it hard to believe that there was never a time when Evie or Ben didn't do a little research -- I know most people would have, especially facing the circumstances she found herself flung into between ages sixteen and twenty. I recommend this to someone who likes a little bitter with their sweet romances.
5.0 out of 5 stars Unique love story 4 May 2017
By Brenda Wilkinson - Published on
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I truly enjoyed this book. It had a refreshingly unique twist and a beautiful love story that spanned the test of time. Great job.