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Filthy Desire (Onyx Club Series) by [Ex, Sebastian]
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My name is Matthew Weston. Don't call me anything else, because I won't respond. And if you think you can get away with whimpering ‘Matt’ while I have you tied to the bed, about to devour you, it'll end up being your loss.
Men like me don't talk about feelings. We just don't.
What men like me do is pound. I pound the asphalt with my running shoes on morning runs. I pound a punching bag in the gym until my knuckles bleed. And when I need a release, I find a beautiful woman sprawled out on her bed, eagerly waiting for my cock, and pound her into oblivion. Yeah, that's me. I don't have feelings, and I don't do love.
At least I didn't, until the night Ella walked into my office looking like a disgusting junkie to interview for a position for The Onyx Club.
She was like no one I'd ever met before. She was timid, reserved, and quite plain with her mousy brown hair and dirty clothes. Ella also had a dark and haunted gleam in her eye. A secret, a past she was desperate to conceal.
And when she called me ‘Matt’ it didn't seem to bother me.
She came into my life and turned it upside down. The only question is, can I screw her out of my system, or will my filthy desire for her keep her by my side?
*This is a stand alone novel*

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  • Average Customer Review: 4.3 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (4 customer reviews)
  • Amazon Bestsellers Rank: #110,274 Paid in Kindle Store (See Top 100 Paid in Kindle Store)

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By Gtr33gurl TOP 100 REVIEWER on 26 March 2015
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This book was ok for me Matt was a hard character to like for me and Ella was very weak although I understand why Ella was this way the things done to her were atrocious but Matt what was his excuse oh he was a Dom but I thought he went overboard at times I really wanted to see those animals get what's coming to them so glad they did
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I first found out about Filthy Desire because of my blog TaSTy Wordgasms. We posted the cover reveal and then the release blitz for his debut novel. The novel sounded interesting and I found myself buying Filthy Desire after reading the synopsis and as they say the rest is history. I really enjoyed reading Filthy Desires it was a great debut Sebastian Ex! I am very glad that I decided to read Filthy Desire.

This story was about Matt & Ella. Matt seemed like such a Hard A** at the beginning. Only wanting to be called Matthew i.e. "My name is Matthew Weston. Don't call me anything else, because I won't respond." He is definitely an Alpha Male. Matt was pretty mean to /nasty to Ella when he first met her. Matthew ended up hiring her. And, then doing so much more...... And, yes you need to read Filthy Desire to find out more. ;)

I look forward to reading more from Sebastian Ex. I am giving Filthy Desire 4.5 OOOO's (O's for Orgasms) I purchased this book. NO ARC received.
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Lordy – where to start with this book. I’m actually really conflicted but in a good way. I really enjoyed the story but there are parts of Matthew that I really didn’t like. I was pleasantly surprised by this debut author’s work. This is an aggressive, darker version of Cinderella where Matthew is Ella’s fairy godfather and prince charming all wrapped in one.
I really enjoyed the complexity of the story. This is not a simple girl meets boy and boy falls in love with girl. They are both damaged souls. I would love to find out how Matthew became the way he was with women. Extreme boundaries and dismissive. The story of how Ella became the way she was is heartbreaking and her growth is beautifully written.
The one thing I really didn’t like was the way he behaved around Ella when she was in her manic stages. When he smashed the window to get her to talk – umm – no. I don’t know how at that stage of their relationship, she didn’t run away or at least retreat. There’s a fine line between being a dominant and a bully and Matthew walks that line all the time. She had violence used against her and I just don’t know how or why she gave her trust to him when he behaved the same with that caused her triggers.
In saying that, Matthew was able to show a great amount of compassion with the way he allowed her into his life, cared for her and ultimately loved her. The love scenes are intense and at some points, thought he might have taken it too far for her but Ella knows she is to safe word her way out and makes the transition from a brutal and broken fear of a sexual relationship to one that is based on trust, equality and respect. I thought they were very well written. High five for Sebastian to write an original love story.
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By Rêvvâ Tênâg TOP 50 REVIEWER on 23 October 2015
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Amusing, sexy, hot, dark, enjoyable read
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21 of 21 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Hot as anything, but a beautiful story too . 3 March 2015
By Texas Siren - Published on Amazon.com
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This story is about two people who meet and fall in love. The journey they take together is not always an easy one, but the best things in life often come with a bumpy road. It is also a story about overcoming great obstacles in life and rising to the challenges. The characters are complex and add much to the novel. Matthew a self assured man who meets a woman who is very different than the women he is usually attracted to, but finds himself unable to turn away.He is arrogant, strong-willed and has a unique sense of justice not often found in men today.There is growth in this story for both the main characters. Ella is a delightful character, she grows so much in this story, her strength of will and character is simply amazing. The trials she has suffered are not easy to read at times, but integral to this story. Wil she and Matthew find their happily ever after? You are going to have to read this beautiful tale to find the answer to that question. The sex in this book is both erotic and explosive, there are BDSM elements present, heat level is scorching hot. I loved this book, the intensity, the complexity of this book will shock and amaze, suspense, romance, love, it has everything. It is the best debut author work I have read.This will be one you remember for a very long time. By the way, I have read it twice already. Enjoy!
13 of 13 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Hot Damn.. this book was awesome! 4 March 2015
By Beantown Book Page - Published on Amazon.com
Format: Kindle Edition
This is Sebastian EX's debut novel and Holy Sh*t...this book was fantastic. I absolutely loved it. The sex was hot, the plot was great and the storytelling marvelous! I was pulled into the story and felt like I was right there...that to me is a sign of an amazing author.
The main characters are Matthew and Ella and let me just say this....I want Matthew! In fact, he is my new book boyfriend. Lol. Matthew is a bad ass dominant with a soft side, but he's not soft for everyone. He can be rude and nasty but you'll find yourself loving him anyway. Ella has a past, a painful, tragic past that makes you feel for her. Her life wasn't easy. The day she meets Matthew is when both of their lives begin to change. Follow them on their journey and discover what happens when a Dominant man meets a troubled girl. You won't be disappointed.
P.s. I truly hope Sebastian EX has another book in store for us!
~ Elizabeth
13 of 14 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Loved it! Definitely a one click ! 13 March 2015
By tracey lou - Published on Amazon.com
Format: Kindle Edition
Filthy desires by
Sebastian Ex
Reviewed by Tracey Lou Parker

The first novel from Sebastian Ex .
And hopefully not the Last . This story revolves around several characters but the two main protagonists are Matthew Weston,not Matt,Matty but Matthew ! And Ella .

Matthew is a 38 year old dominant alpha male who jointly co-owns an upmarket club in a not so upmarket area with his best friend Brandon.He can be arrogant ,domineering and downright pushy,but the ladies love him, and he loves the ladies .Brandon and Matthew have known each for a very long time and are not adverse to sharing the same woman and showing her a good time .

Ella a 22 year old with hidden depths and hidden secrets. Walks into the club one day looking for a Job. A job that she so desperately needs .
The physical attraction Matthew feels for Ella is instantaneous and confuses him. She is not his usual type ,too think and in clothes that look like they have seen better days .An attraction he would like to explore ,but first he wants to know what or who she is hiding from and what her secrets are.

As she settles into her job Matthew takes her under his wing which makes me think this arrogant dominant alpha Male actually has a heart, and together they embark on an easy going friendship which will eventually make her more confident about revealing her secrets to him. And turn their friendship into something more.
I do not wish to give too much of the storyline away as I feel you will definitely need to one click this book and find out what happens between Matthew and Ella.

As a debut novel this far surpassed my expectations. Once I started this book I was unable to put it down it had completely hooked me straight from page one.
It was very well written Sebastian Ex and I sincerely hope we will be seeing a new novel from you in the not too distant future.
Thankyou for a most enjoyable read.
11 of 12 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Brilliant debut 4 March 2015
By Robert Williamson - Published on Amazon.com
Format: Kindle Edition
Well let’s start with the obvious lol. This book purports to be written by a male author. I am always sceptical if male written books are actually written by a bloke or if it’s a marketing strategy cos readers do seem to fawn a bit over a male author. Personally I couldn’t give a toss who writes a book as long as the words on a page can make me feel something. I want to lose myself in a book, I want to love or hate the characters, I want to root for the underdog and rile on the bully. I want to feel happy, sad, emotional, angry, proud…anything..something…

Well this book did exactly that.

Matthew Weston, don’t call me Matt, was a great character. He was your typical grade A a-hole. I find it amusing that a man who likes to bonk a variety of women, his way, his rules, is considered an a-hole. But that’s the general way it seems we describe them in these kind of books. Arrogant, self-assured, cocky, man-whore….Matt fitted the stereotypical alpha male in this book.

Ella was the proverbial shrinking violet. Troubled, virginal, lairy, feisty. Matthew called her “ugly”; she didn’t fit in with his club image but he gave her a chance because she had “something”. Something that made his d!ck hard and a desire to be balls deep in her, burning into his core.

She came with secrets and an obviously horrendous past that Matt wanted to know about. He felt protective towards her from the moment he saw where and how she was living. The moment he made her strip, made my heart beat fast and I had to keep swallowing bile when she explained what had happened to her. My heart broke as much as Matt’s did. Treated worse than a dog, scarred not just on the skin but inside her soul.

I felt it was at that point that Matt changed. Yes he was still alpha a-hole but you could actually feel the emotions pour off the page and see his heart beginning to thaw.

This is a highly emotive book. The sexy times were pretty hot. There was a tension building up throughout the story. Not just the sexual tension but also a worry for Ella. Was Matt going to muck her up emotionally more than she was already or was he actually going to be her salvation? Was her past going to come back and haunt her future?

Congratulations to the author on writing a very good book. Actually, it was better than good, it was excellent. One thing though….the cover….it’s flipping horrible!! The pink dots are so 1970’s disco and I think this book certainly deserves better than this cover. Apart from that, I cannot fault the execution of the story, the presentation of the story, the vernacular used, or the editing. And it gets extra kudos for being a standalone in this day and age when serials and trilogies seem all the rage!
7 of 7 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars What a pleasant surprise from Sebastian Ex! 6 March 2015
By Amazon Customer - Published on Amazon.com
Format: Kindle Edition Verified Purchase
I'd been following this gentleman in a private Facebook group to which I belong, and was intrigued by the live writing and snippets of the book he posted to the group. So how could I resist his debut novel?

I wasn't disappointed. Sebastian has delivered a surprising well-plotted and well-written book, and unlike a lot of other first-time erotica authors, he's included a plot. The narrator is Matthew, an arrogant ass and on first impression, completely reprehensible. Matthew is paired with Ella, a little mouse of a woman who in no way resembles his usual type. She's looking for a job in his burlesque club, and against his inclination, he hires her.

I won't spoil the plot, but suffice it to say, the two become close, and Matthew acts on his unwanted "filthy desire" for Ella, and discovers the past she's running from. Through his dominance, Matthew begins to heal Ella, and she experiences the freedom of subission for the first time.

What impressed me most about Sebastian's writing is the way he was able to hook us into Matthew and Ella's story, make us care about them, and develop the characters to the point where we begin to understand and root for Matthew. The writing and story flowed effortlessly, and the book was pleasantly free of errors.

The book is a standalone and has a HEA ending.

I'll be eagerly awaiting Sebastian's next book.

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