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Existential (Fallen Aces MC Book 4) by [Henry, Max]
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Existential is book number four in the Fallen Aces MC series, but can be read as a standalone.
How much suffering can a man withstand before he finally breaks? A question I used to ask myself often. Now I know the answer.
As president of the Fallen Aces MC Fort Worth chapter, I’m looked to for guidance in times of crisis. I’m expected to set personal grievances aside and lead by example. Yet how can I do that when those grievances robbed me of my family, my life? My reason to be at the head of the table?
My father: murdered. My baby sister: killed the same day. And my other sister's whereabouts? A mystery. I’m drowning in my desolation and yet nobody seems to care. Or maybe it’s the fact I won’t let them close enough to help? Either way, my losses are my own, and I’ll deal with them the only way I know how—by punishing myself.
I’ve got it all figured out, at least, I thought I did. Until one woman, a traveller passing by, unravels the master plan. I see it in her eyes, the same distance, the same feeling that she doesn’t belong—that her time here is wasted.
One woman who mirrors me in every way, and suddenly I find a reason to hold off the reaper a little longer. A reason to stay at the head of the table. A reason to show those who’ve hurt me that, although they brought the beast to its knees, I won’t lay down to die without a fight.

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  • Print Length: 213 pages
  • Sold by: Amazon Australia Services, Inc.
  • Language: English
  • ASIN: B06XW18JJK
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  • Amazon Bestsellers Rank: #1,787 Paid in Kindle Store (See Top 100 Paid in Kindle Store)

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By Wiley Kate TOP 500 REVIEWER on 19 April 2017
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After reading this book being the 4th in the Fallen Aces series can I just say I am totally and hopelessly in love with one MC President Hooch. This book shows how sometimes even the strongest of men can be broken and so dragged down in the depths of despair that it feels like nothing and no one can rescue you but then one little fairy can show you that sometimes what you see as weakness is really your ultimate strength. This book is probably the most emotional book that I have read of Max Henry's and it is one of her best. Two people whose paths cross at just the right time. Your emotions will be on high alert with Hooch's story but let me tell you the journey they will take will be so worth the ride.
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Well hello Hooch!!!!!!!!!!!! Finally Hooch gets his own book and damn he did not disappoint. I devoured this book in one day and was left wanting more of Hooch and Dagne, as these characters were so engaging and complex. When Dagne the 'free spirited' traveller some how lands at the house of none other than Hooch's Fallen Aces chapter of Fort Worth things don't exactly go smoothly. When President Hooch meets Dagne, he senses something within her that he can't quite put his finger on. Hooch has lost his way after the brutal murders of his father and sister, he can no longer understand his existence not just in the MC, but in life itself. He cant seem to trust or confined in his MC, which has him turning to destructive vices. With Feds breathing down his neck, he sees Dagne as an opportunity to help him, but with unexpected twists and turns he then sees her as his comfort, someone to call home. But with Dagne's itchy feet and natural reaction to run, then Hoochs inability to open up and lay out his emotions, they are faced with the truth that even though they are meant to be in one another lives, it might not be forever.
This book had me on the edge of my seat with the unexpected plot twists and diabolical characters that had me quickly turning the pages to see what happened next. Hooch and Dagne were so physically different, different upbringings and different stories, yet deep within they had that undeniable longing and hurt that kept them hidden from the world that kept everyone at arms length. Max Henry has always been one of my one-click authors and 'Existential' is exactly the reason why I can't wait for the next book to come out. She has the brilliant ability to submerse you into the MC world like only Max can do each and every time with her complex characters and unique stories that leave you with a major book hangover every time. I can't give this book enough praise, because once again Max Henry delivers another favourite and unforgettable book.
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5.0 out of 5 stars Such a good book 22 April 2017
By angel b - Published on
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4 & 1\2 ☆'s. Hooch had trauma, he fell thru the rabbit hole, & Dagne was exactly what he needed. She's strong, going thru her own crap, but they healed each other. This was a good love story, but also, a dark n gritty MC story arc continuation.
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5.0 out of 5 stars A very unique MC read ! 18 April 2017
By Brandy Paige Roberts - Published on
Format: Kindle Edition
Loved Existential this would be my first read in the series and book by Max Henry and I plan for it not to be my last . This is like a MC story that I haven't read before the characters were very endearing and I wanted to know them and what makes them tick , Hooch is the President of the Fort Worth chapter of the Fallen Aces MC he is very damaged I felt really bad for him for some of the thoughts that he would think his character blossoms has the story progresses and he finds strength from the person he finally lets in , Dagne awesome name by the way very unique is a driffter looking for a place to shower and eat comes in at the right time she has been through a lot but finds a connection with the hero . Theses two are made for one another they make the other stronger and the chemistry was off the charts hot the sex scene was well written and it will leave you hot and bothered .
copy provided for honest review
hero = 10 heroine = 10 secondary characters = 10
Chemistry = 9 steam = 6 romance = 7 humor = 3
darkness level = 6 enjoyment = 9 story line = 9
character development =10 pacing = 10 POV= dual
cover = 10 stars = 5 author = 8
would I recommend this book = yes
would I re read this book = yes
would I read future books by this author = yes
5.0 out of 5 stars Loved it! 21 April 2017
By Crazybookfanatic - Published on
Format: Kindle Edition
4.5 Stars!

This was my first Max Henry book and I'm extremely impressed with her writing, this definitely will not be my last. Existential has a lot of the qualities that I look for in this type of book. Sometimes, I find books that center around Bikers and Motorcycle clubs can either be too focused on sex or they're too bloody and violent as if the main goal is to shock the reader or worse, like a bad TV movie. Then, there are those books that suck you in from page one and refuse to let you go until the very end. Existential was very much like that and I loved it.

Hooch is club President of the Fort Worth Chapter, yet, at this point, he's feeling as if he may no longer be worthy to lead. After the death of his father and his youngest sister, he's feeling as if everything he touches turns to crap. He's barely holding on and not sure if he has a reason to keep going. Until her.

Dagne has gotten used to being on her own after walking away from everything and everyone years ago. When assistance from a biker brings her to the Aces Fort Worth Chapter, she's grateful for a chance to clean up a little. With no intention of sticking around, she's surprised when her rescuer persuades her to hang out for a bit. Too bad Hooch, the club President, seems to hate her from the first minute his eyes land on her.

Hooch can't bring himself to kick her out right away so instead he gives her tasks normally reserved for prospects. Dagne has no problem with that and sets to work. When Hooch finally apologizes for the way he's been acting towards her and makes her a proposition to earn a great deal of cash, Dagne is wary. It doesn't take long for her to be convinced that it'll all be fine, though, setting Dagne and Hooch on a road that will forever change their worlds.

This story has moments that made me laugh and a few that made me want to cry but mainly it's full of raw emotion. Addiction, depression, abuse, rape, murder. It was a no-holds-barred story that in many ways reminded me of one of my favorite MC series a couple of years ago. I love the gritty life that these people were living, making it all seem more realistic yet giving that SOA type feel, as well, where we can't help but celebrate the antihero.

Hooch was not in any way a Prince Charming and, at first, it's hard to see how anyone would fall for him. He was very flawed and he could be cold and calculating. He was also broken and it was a change from the big bad Alpha characters we see time and time again. His growing dependency on drugs and alcohol, his depression and subsequent self-induced isolation and the almost nonexistent self-confidence made it hard to believe in his true ability to lead. However, as the story progressed, I saw him for what and who he really was and could be and I found myself looking forward to his HEA.

Dagne was likable at first and by the end, I loved them together but, in all honesty, I found her hard to completely connect with. I didn't understand her as well as I wanted to, I found myself annoyed with her at times. I feel as if i need to get more from her before I could totally give my opinion on her character.

I really loved this club and I would love to read more about the Aces. I liked the drama and the tough themes that were dealt with in the story and while it wasn't overly graphic, they definitely made an impact. I'm hoping that there will be more stories in this series because I'm anxious to see more of these characters. I would highly recommend Existential.

***Copy provided to Bayou Book Junkie by the author/publisher for my reading pleasure in hopes of an unbiased opinion, a review was not a requirement.***
5.0 out of 5 stars 5 unputdownable stars! Everyone needs a bit of fairy dust in their lives – even big bad bikers! 22 April 2017
By LJ Nelson - Published on
Format: Kindle Edition
First things first, if you are expecting rainbows and unicorn farts you ain’t gonna find that here. But, what you will get is one of the most raw, intense and gritty pieces of writing I’ve ever had the pleasure of reading.

Hooch is a man consumed by his own internal pain – yet no one can hear his cries. Or, scratch that, he’s not prepared to let anyone breach his defences long enough to find out. Battered from all angles, he is man spiralling within the depths of his own mind. His position won’t allow for any show of weakness. That is, until her…

“I fall a little in love with her acceptance of things she doesn’t understand.”

Desperate times call for desperate measures, and the streets are an unforgiving place. So, can Dagne really turn down the offer of food and shelter from an unexpected source, even if it is a MC? Yet, what will they expect in return?

The unexpected can lead you on a path you never envisaged – towards a pair of brooding brown eyes. Dagne instantly recognises there is more to this man than meets the eye. She senses a calling from within that they are kindred, but nothing worth fighting for is ever easy. Can they learn to trust in one another enough to let down their guards?

“We’ve got the pieces, babe. We just need to figure out how they all work together.”

I loved this book. Was it easy to read at times? In a word, no. But it was real and honest, and hit me right in the gut. I’ve always believed that people come in to our lives for a reason. Hooch’s world had shifted of its axis and it took one woman, his fairy, to right his world again. Together they are stronger and can overcome unsurmountable odds.

“… he’s the place I’ve been searching for, the forever home that calls to my heart.”

Note: Copy kindly received from author in exchange for an honest review.
5.0 out of 5 stars #POWERFULLYREALISTIC 20 April 2017
By Jennifer Pierson: The Power of Three Readers - Published on
Format: Kindle Edition
Hooch is the president of the Fallen Aces MC in Fort Worth, and carrying a lot of guilt around as huge baggage. It's leading him down a dark path of depression and addiction. None of his brothers can get through to him, especially since he's doing everything he can to stay away from everyone. It takes one fairy like traveler, who has been on the streets for a while, to get him to open up. Dagne has been on the streets for some time after running away from home as a young teenager. She's dirty, and hungry when she gets a ride to the Fort Worth MC. As closed off as she is, for whatever reason, she feels a connection to the grumpy President. So even though she wants to move on, the closer they get, she finds herself staying. This is everything that I'm going to give up. Existential is an emotional, and suspenseful masterpiece from Max Henry. Her brilliant writing style shines even brighter, if possible, with this realistic, emotionally moving story that I couldn't put down. Dagne got a bad deal in life, and yet, she's still not completely dark. And Hooch has been put through the ringer, and his gut wrenching pain physically affected me. The twists and turns abounded everywhere, and most of them I didn't figure out, instead just dropped loud f-bombs instead. The insanely hot chemistry led to super steamy sexy scene goodness that I needed more of. The biggest high five goes to the scene near the end that this author did so well as it wasn't at all glorified, and I appreciated that so much! I'm ALWAYS waiting for her next hit, so let me end with HIGHLY HIGHLY HIGHLY RECOMMENDING TO ALL!